What's up guys? Celine was back to her blog again. Last night was FREAKING HOT! I stayed up all night, can't sleep because my freaking sister sneeze the whole night. Today i'm a totally disaster. I got so mad because of him. Well i felt so sorry that i wanted him to leave before he met me? But fuck, he won't get the chance anymore. My dad knows my lifetime story now, he'll get crazy if he knew that he was my ex. Yeah yeah yeah, i know that a girl who just pass UPSR wasn't suitable for dating. But who cares? No one even cared me that much before i'm 10 years old, except him. My cousins was like, OH MY GOD. CELINE GOT A BOYFRIEND?! Chill babe. It's not that worse. Carmen says that the boy was CRAZY, i'm not even a perfect beauty or even a beautiful god. I'm just an ordinary girl that no ones suspect who i'm really am.
Life sucks when it came to holidays. I didn't felt happy or my feelings like ' Yeah, this is holiday! ' My heart thumping so fast that tomorrow was going to school. "oh my god!" I'd really wish that this was just a dream that just start. But, it's not. Life's real, mine too. Shinn babe said that i'm busted of my hair and nails, i'm so lazy to have a short hair cut :(
Boyfriend? Husband? Wife? I knew that every girls and boys love one of the charming boys or pretty girls. Love somebody isn't wrong, but calling them "lao gong~lao po~" really not my type. Yeah, once i thought having a boyfriend wasn't that bad at all. But after something happen, i realize that boyfriend? Wait till you're a mature girl that know what loves really is. Maybe some girls or boys know what is it, can you tell me? I really wanted to know why everyone love dating that much? I'm disgraced. I felt so sorry for myself for what happen. Tell me what love is, can you ? :)
I do change. Everyone will change when they grow up :) Please forgive for what i've done in the past, i don't want to lose my best friends ;(
Celine , xoxo
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